selamat pagi!

aww.. it's too early in the morning. subuh pon belom masuk lg, but i just woke up. smlm tdo awal, after kua bersiar-siar ngan mr bear at ikea. suke2! dpt makan our fav meatballs. huhu.. oh its been a while.. yay! studio has ended.

suke sukeeeee sukeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

final review

final review again! but more challenging one la. why not. this will determine my majoring course in the future. uwawaaaaa... interior design, my only intention. plz plz plzzz lecturers, have faith in me. i know i can do better. just gimme one more chance. hukhuk~

at the moment, suddenly feeling so lazy now, so this entry is the another babbling of mine. lalala~ best jgk lagu 'gives you hell' ni. so catchy n refreshing me! :)

can't wait for all of this to end! later on, nak melepak je. can't wait! almost 2 weeks i'm feeling like crazy person, while the night keeps greeting me to awake. not have much time even on my own self. messy room, stuffs all around. nasib baik jue maintain la jgk the room's condition. huhu..

ok, back to work. it's ok jue. when the day comes, u can sleep all day long! huhu.. can't wait!

drawing yg ntah pape. but still, i need to improve my sketches jgk! fighting rabbit!


my third project. side table. huhu. hm.. bole laaaaa... ek

hari emo sedunia?

nape semua org mcm xnormal hari ni. hee.. what i mean is that mcm2 ragam orang hari ni. emotional, gile, sengal, xbetol sume. especially my studio mate right now. dr smlm lg struggle for the last project of ours ni. coffee table to be finish in 4 days only plus ngn requirement yg xmasuk akal! huhu...

secondly, jue bkk je fb hari ni, everyone seems mad at something je. macam2. ok. jue sgt mengantuk now. oh oh.. submission mcm akan di postpone je lg..

-current mode... busok..-

looking for a lil bit joy..

oh.. di kala mata sgt mengantuk.. yay! drawings dah berjaya di siapkan.. finally.. huuu.. so, tinggal mock up model, n site proposal to be done. and by tomorrow dah bleh start with workshop-ing. lalalalala~ ajaja fighting rabbit! (oh it's been a while since i wasn't saying those words..) feel i little bit relieve..

so now, i'm taking a break. wawawa.. lupe nk bwk naik bantal mumble.. nk g amek dlm kete, malas.. jaoh.. and rindu my busuk tady bear kt blk already..

i'm looking for an entertainment now. dah boring denga collection lagu2 kt toptop ni.. smpai rase nk trash all the songs. serious! huhuhu.. suddenly i feel like to shout.... "diaaaaaammmmm!!"" maybe i'l feel relief. but i know i can't do it at this moment. people may said i'm a psycho. haha. so td jalan2 kt youtube. jumpe lagu ni. sgt comeeelll!!! tp xleh nk follow sgt, coz there are some element of christianity. hm.. x kire, nk letak jgk kt cni. suke.. imagining that i was the cute angel in this video. no other intention.



td dah cek tiket airasia. rase nk blk 9/4, after the submission of the craftsmanship. ape la. pelik je. org lain blk teros after xm, but me? my only final examination on 5th but coz of the submission, i can't make it on the day. senget. esok will call umi to ask bout the ticket. n i need to confirm more with my schedule.

haih.. rase nk pegi kat pulau or mountain. syg, take me there... maybe before the sem ended.. i want to spent some time with u.. coz i'l be back to kb for quite some time. lalala.. studio life sgt menyemakkan kepala n memenatkan fizikal. jue, be strong! hmmmmm... off.

he is special enough

huhu.. tajuk yg psycho kot. padahal nk citer pasal aryan fahim je. haha.. just had happy time, blk tmn tun, jumpe aryan. he's grown up and turn to the cutest and funniest baby. seriously. so funny! haha.. i wish i'l have my baby just like him. huhu.. xsaba nk own baby ke cik kak.. (eh, mmg!).. tp bile pikey azab nk beranak.. ha.. ni one of the latest pic of baby aryan..

comel kan die? hee.. suke gelak n suke tgk kain gerak2. nak jd apa ngn aryan? huu.. mcm x caye ni ank along, n anak sedara ku. penyambung keluarga.. perasaan tu.. lainn.. betol.. indescribable..

ok, habis bab aryan, waahh.. masuk je gate uia, perasaan tu. oh ohh.. perasaan tertekan! assignment, project, sketching. why i ain't taking it as fun. yea2, relax smbil buat keje. boleh ke cmtu? pressure2 ni xbest la. hmm..

yg ni baru nak update. yeah2. dinner AAD for 4th year hari tu mmg best! location : bora ombak, ampang. boleh tahan glamor la tempat tu. (baru ku tau ke'glamor'an nya tu baru2 ini).. citer bab AGD ni, diriku terasa sgt la mencapub hari tu. 3 kali d panggil ke depan. at first, my performance, 2nd, dpt lucky draw, n lastly, dpt best dress award. ha? lagi? haha.. ape da.. xpe la, bab kate org tu, "eleeh, kak jue menang sbab perform je, kalau x perform, mesti kalah.." eh mat lembut, ko nk ke award tu? amek je la, kak jue pon x kempunan nye nk dpt. dah org nk vote, salahkan org yg vote la. hm.. mulot ko kan, mmg kena amek insuran la. nnt bitau my dad, amek insuran mulot ngn die k. kak jue suruh die kasi murah sket coz atas nama 'adik'.

seriously, jue mmg smakin xske ngn mamat lembut ni. tlg la bgtau aku, ko x puas ati ape ngn aku? actually ade incident sbelom die ckp cmtu. tkpe la, i'll keep it by myself je tang tu. yg penting, jue nk tau sgt knape die xske jue. penat dah pkey, ape aku wat kat die...? tlg xplain. or maybe die jeles ngn ape yg jue ade kot. or maybe die nk jd mcm jue. haha! just a joke :).. mase last sem, jue tau die slalu pandang slack je kt jue. x pepasal. ok la. enough ckp bab mamat lembut plus muka burok n busok ni. geli geleman!

back to the AGD nite, suke sgt! semua kawan2 ku cantik2, senior2, adik2, semua cantik n handsome lah! xde yg xcantik n xhandsome (kecuali mamat lembut yg menggelikan tu). glamor u mlm tu. suke2. bab kate aja.. "ee.. suke nye tgk org cantik2.." haha.. aja, adik kegemaran ku. sgt la happening die ni. suke sgt! ok, malas nk citer panjang2 lg.. just take a look on the pictures. *wink

Mereka.. :)

Applied Arts & Design (Studio 2)

tgh mamam nasi kerabu n pulot pagi. cedaaappp..

babbling for myself

i was asked to perform tonite. yeah, of course. singing like no one's listening. but this is different. i prefer singing in front of vvip who i never know them, rather than to do it in front of my friends, seniors, lecturers.. ek! it's been a while since i didn't have that feeling. last it was when i was back then in my primary school. heheh..

omar.. ko kijaaamm. haha.. at least gtau la awal2. leh aku prepare. ko ni.. jumpe ti aku ketuk kpale ko. tkpe eh, cincai la eh. jap g arina nk dtg blk aku. ktrg practice. maybe ade duet ngn die. haha! tibe2 rase cam excited lak. huhu.. this paragraph is for omar the omarion :D

wuarghh.. i was so bored coz cannot play with rabbitlove(pet society) for two days. i don't know why, using the iium community wifi, i cannot get into facebook at all. they said we had been infected by virus from hacker. yeah, i guess. but finally, when i wake up today, it seems back to normal! hee.. yay! and i looked back, facebook with new look for once again. it's been the third since i already into facebook on 2007. hm, fb getting so much better, n more people prefer to it. now my friends had increase so fast kt fb tu. sme nk men fb kan. u all pon dah getting used to it. ckp fb susah la pe la. its true, but only at first. yeah2, new environment is always hard for a person, is it? ah, bebel je jue ni.

smlm had gone to seminar ngn my bear at hilton pj. there were 15 participants only. omg! i had face to face, shaking hands with one of the successful and the rich man in the universe, and he is too young! i adore him so much. he is incredible, amazing and inspiring me a lot. u knw what, this man who the world, the people run after him for his word and opinion, and teaching. we can see him through bloomberg, cntv n lot of television network. and i've met him face to face, talked to him. he's too young to be that rich. uwaaa! hope u will always be praise, kishore. will always remember this quote. DO THE OPPOSITE OF MAJORITY. hee, enough is enough :)

no purpose while i add this pic.
the current me,
had just woke up.
huhu.. 'nk nyanyi lagu ape ye..'

bebelan utk miss adledash

8 am, heavy rain suddenly pouring, spoiling the supposedly beautiful morning. what a gloom morning.. the beautiful sound of the rain. but i'm not gloomy at all. always feeling energetic. huh? yeah right. hee.. huwawa... when i woke up, miss arina was like hurrying shutting the window. hee.. rina (ni la miss adledash) squatting last nite. at my room, doing work for 20% but memekak n meng'karok' for 80%. eily, ude, me, akak n rina. haha.. heaven gile! without hypocrite people. ee yucks! please don't pretend nice in front of us if u're actually like hell. just be relevant ok. no need to be so called 'professional'. not at a right time ok. it's just very very disgusting...

we used to be like that before, satu bilik havoc. but when the times finally rise (yes, because we already know 'this' will happen, someday), and it's just happen. the psychotic fought. makan dalam. huhu.. and it's just like a wind. i (and akak) just don't even care. but we love this kind of feeling. feel like it was a relieve! only we knows why :)

huhu.. smlm tdo kul 4.30.. kunun2 nk wake up after 15 minutes. hee.. after 15 minutes.. rina kejut, i ask her to wake me up at 5. but when i wake up, it's 8 o'clock. ngn rina skali tdo tunggang langgang. i know i slept ngn laptop akak, on top of my stomach, while i was like hugging the lappy. haha.. hm.. sory rina, jue pon xtau cmne condition kte tdo smlm. ek. perhaps morning. 5 am in the morning! lalala~

to rina.. well, i used to call her ina. but coz of the name, we always got the 2 different identity, and very2 different people la. it's about the letter 'i' and 'na' equals to ina. and something with the letter 'e' to be changed with that letter 'i'. haha.. anda faham? oh ohh... so rina, i announced you with the name rina je la. x sangguppp.. coz when we pronouns the name, it sounds same! gosh..

rinaaaa... best nye smlm hangout g AU2. haha. and we did break the rules. huhu.. BBQ chicken mmg best la! it's worth it. someday sometime, jue wanted to be there with bear plak. lalala.. so, dah x saba gi prompt nite ke? and all the dressy. haih.. jue still rase the dress not suit me well according to the new theme. yeah. the hollywood red carpet theme to glamorous theme. cmne tu? mcm over je.. haha. seems to be like last year. i was so over dressed. it was so to caught the attention. x maaauuu lg ;p

yay! x saba nyeee.. can't wait to meet baby aryan who had grown up so healthy n cute! huhu.. miss to hug n kiss him. lalala.. ok2. enought to 'bebel'. this entry is for u rina! xoxo. *wink :)

boredom.. get to know myself

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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oh oh.. betol la lia.. 90% correct. especially bout love thingy. hehe. but i'm a good listener n problem solver too. people always seek for my words n opinion. especially my family. haih.. sometimes i may be not. coz people who think they always right might not accept my opinion. yeah, they always right, even they were not. how come. huhu.. (jue sit static, while think, think n think)

too little too late

dah lame jue nk post about this..

like heall, birthday bonanza gtu..

hee.. but mine is a bit different

just about the past event on february

february state a lot about people around me (only with love).. hee.. huh?

0802 = bear's birthday
1202 = jannah's
1302 = pijan's
1602 = happy birthday wan! my beloved daddy
1702 = happy 1st anniversarry anne & ford :)
1702 = rabbit & bear (6 years and 7 months)
2402 = birthday ki

and ramai lg my surrounding people that celebrate their birthday during february. sronok. hee.. xoxo

men will f*ck everything on earth?

what a day.. been stayin in my cozy room kt uia ni, just woke up. huhu.. bgn2, called my baby. now baru lepas main pet society.. and then bkk my old msg kt inbox, thot to trash them all. woahh.. last 2 months msg, terbaca forward msg from akak, from sumone to her. ek? sgt poyo ayat nye.. men will f*ck everything on earth? oh come on.. geli gile ayat ni. thot she's so noble ke. and if she did, i dun mind. but she's so not. lalala..

btw jueeee! why ur so lazy? rindu nk bace hasil2 karangan jue kt blog ni. ye2, i know.. huhu.. been malasing for quite some time, bz with my 2nd project yg cam hareeem. and the result, during the submission hari tu, my state gift tu, fallen, n crack. n lagi malang, i was the one to be blame even i was not! dah la jatuhkan aku punye project tu, then nk blame aku sume. adooii.. menangis x berlagu la sy. tkpe la,, lecturer's always right. *(&^$#@#$%^. but unexpectedly, i was doing this all by myself, cut the wood, use drill machine, use bathing (eh betol ke aku eja ni) machine, eeehh, proud.

ok, bout last two weeks lg, the blue feeling i had, rase sgt down.. n i did read my old diary.. huwaaa.. (kalau sedih sgt, mmg jue bkk diary n bace blk), n i did jot it down. ntah pape aku ni.. hm, bace punye bace.. mmg jue ni suke tulis malay n english mix in one. so xleh nk ckp lg la, be it. my grammar salah pon, at least i did trying. this is me.

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updated 10032009 : opps, salah term ma. ni kalau berok bace die nk fire jue lg ni. hahaha.. actually not 'men will f*ck everything on earth', but 'men will f*ck everything under the sun'. omg.. bertambah la lg kepoyoan term ini. geliiii...~