perfect date ♥

we had our date perfectly well ;) after such fight, we settled it wisely like we always did. don't worry everyone. lovers do fight sometime, in order to strengthen a relationship. agree or not, it is facts. 

so here we are. decided to spend our most precious time at pavi. well said, it's not to shop till drop, but to have a better condition without too much crowd of people. pavi is the best spot. stuck in a jam for almost 2 hours. great. and reached pavi at 7.30pm. enjoy meals at western cuisine makan crispy chicken chop and the crispy sgt la keras. grrr.. 

this is the only pic i have. while stuck in jam. 

look at the face. he just finish it in a second of time. and me? ok.. x habis..

after makan2, i missed all the moments in figure. means that we haven't snap any more pics. shop shop and happily, amir bought me 2 piece of tube dresses at pull&bear, my current fav outlet =) i was too close to shop at forever21 for almost rm250. thank god it didnt happen! sigh. shop at pull&bear was worth it! 

after pavi, on our way back, we drop by at tesco to buy some sort of food for my stay at hostel. milk, junk food for sure, mineral water (a must). thanks b =)

and finalllllyyy... mr bear with new sweater from pull and bear. terus pakaiiii! tada!

ok i had enough. =)

komplikasi cinta

pergaduhan dalam percintaan? oh itu common. tak bergaduh makna nya percintaan tu terlalu mendatar dan agak boring. why so serious? ok. whatever.. kadang-kadang aku penat dengan semua ni. menjaga hati dan dijaga hatinya. tak boleh ke kita selesaikan dengan tolak ansur sesama pihak? ego. aku masih ada egoku dan aku rasa ego itu aku letakkan cukup proportion. senang utk dibuang ego itu tapi senang juga utk letakkan ia di situ selama-lamanya. faham? yes, x perlu kau perah otak untuk faham kerana ianya seperti compact powder. blurgh.

aku selalu anggap coretan permasalahan cinta di blog adalah 'lame'. cinta sesama anda simpanlah sesama anda. maka bila dititip di blog seperti ini, aku anggap ianya public speaking pula. hello.. come on. kenapa buka pekung di dada sendiri? kau rasa ada ke orang nak dengar luahan masalah cinta kau kat sini? yang ada cuma lah stalker yang sibuk mengorek perihal empunya. ah persetankan semua tu for a while. ini untuk kesedaran dan muhasabah diri sahaja.

rumit. semakin rumit. sembilan tahun bukan satu tempoh yang boleh menjamin kita untuk sebuah ikatan perkahwinan. aku percaya. tapi aku tidak jamin semua itu benar. cuma ianya satu kemungkinan sahaja bila cinta ibarat dilanda musim tengkujuh atau kemarau *pon boleh. 

kau anggap aku siapa? kau usulkan aku tak punya perasaan, maka aku ini sebuah patung lah? kau hanya fikir tentang diri dan perasaan kau. berapa kali sudah aku jelaskan. aku masih punya tanggungjawab lain instead kau katakan aku happy berseronok bersama kawan-kawan? kau selfish. kau hanya pentingkan diri sendiri sedangkan kau tak cuba selami kehidupan aku. apa guna nya tempoh sembilan tahun itu? kau sudah lupa? malah kau usulkan aku yang lupakan semua. aku ni apa? terbalik la sayang. aku tak tahu dimana letaknya aku lagi. kau silap jika kau katakan aku lupa tentang semua. kau silap jika kau katakan aku tak pedulikan kau. kau tak tahu seharian aku fikirkanmu. tak mungkin kita boleh luangkan masa bersama-sama setiap hari. ini pun pernah kita bincangkan. tapi mana semua tu? ibarat masuk telinga kiri keluar telinga kanan. kali ini aku memang penat. 

lupakah kau isnin lalu kita sangat happy, tapi hari ini, kau ungkit tentang isnin lalu, tp kau khabarkan aku ianya tak seindah yang seperti aku alami. kau pentingkan diri sendiri. cukuplah. aku sudah penat.

menangis..

*menangis mcm baby ni. ok please laugh :|

things i missed

i'm still awake yet pointless. don't know how to start those assignments and i'm stuck here. and my eyes seems understand, roll roll roll, yes, i'm not sleepy! peliks :p like always, been taking soooo long to update. moooood! mooood! aand surprisingly the mood came at this late hour? sooooooo lame lah jue! :)

i'm looking at this blog and i'm currently feel bored with it. yeah the feeling again, to blot out this blog yay finally! so i'. hoping that tomorrow i still have the mood on. coz this is all about mood. lol. i just wondering why i can't focus on my blog like them. i mean the tough blogger who's like 'my blog is my everything'. 

i need courage. now my courage is on my assignment and what the heck i'm still stuck in here? just finish camwhoring since i never had it like, ages!

yay! i had my long hair finally. and can't hardly wait to cut it again thanks! i have the same hairstyle for almost a year. thinking about to curl it again.

conclusion. i just did the thing that i missed now. a late night, listen to pop and sentimental song, camwhoring while have my brain function to think and write. yes writing. it's been a while since i last write in a proper way i guess. ID course really didn't give me chance to write a lot. now i'l be forcing to write and write. it's a thesis preparation practice. so let's we! em no. let's jue! ;)

current song i'm listening: 

Kristina DeBarge - Future Long

nur arina amin

best tak tajuk jue? just spend a few precious hour with her. finally.. jumpe jgk kite kan ina! she's actually one a close friend of mine in uia. we use to be in a same studio, but i end up became her junior. well, i'm thankful Lord once He gave me the chance to know such a lovely person like her. like seriously, we have a lot in common. cancer girl yay! so she'l be doing her last semester in here, and btw we will be meeting a lot since our studio just side by side yayyy!! 

to ina, good luck in ur final year!! xxxxx

ingat lagi tak bile kite amek gamba ni? yeah lepas spa!! nmpak tak, the look. fresssshhhhness ;)

hope to have more lovely photos with you again. ♥

new sem again. so what?

been feeling like ages. new semester again. and so what?  i feel a bit different yaw. i'm very very serious, that i want to show my true colors in my study. yes. don't want to talk and aim so much coz each and every beginning of new semester, i will talk and swear a crap like this. just look and see. hm.. i really2 wish i can. pray for me.

so back again. hello uia, hello mahallah asiah, hello room, hello studio, hello fellas! i'm sick and terrified with this. will i make it to the end with flying colors? hm.. and yeah, i miss my niece and nephew a lot. its hard to leave them since i've been there with them for like almost 2 months :(

3 semesters to go jue. i'm sick with this.

dear Lord, to you, i believe everything possible. help me. guide me. amin~

just because of the '4 months'?

i think this is pathetic. commit suicide for a broken relationship that stand for 4 months only? well said, nothing can be more precious than that huh? a girl who dumped you or those family, those blood tied you had. silly man.. you totally freak. but deep in my heart, i know, we know, we won't know what was fucking happen to you and what you've gone through, until you chose to jump! you said don't blame your ex for your death. but have you consider that after the death, she will be curse and blaming herself till the end. ok we wont know. she maybe happy you die! but the most important thing is, you just waste your life man, just for a typical girl like that. anyway, i talk much like you will read this. but everyone should take this as a lesson. don't be a stupid fool to die because of a stupid reason. Rest In Peace, Alviss Kong

Source:

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=181668725179222&id=754228704

http://googoo1ne.blogspot.com/2010/12/rip.html

http://www.ohtidak.com/oh-kisah-bunuh-diri-alviss-kong/

just another babble

i just missed a lot i guess. nah. blog is not everything this so lately. the priority has change. yeah everything's changed. today had a short day out with boyfriend to ecurve for a harry potter show. ok that's worth it waiting. its been almost 3 weeks! cant hardly wait for the death hallow part 2.

thereeeeee... final result has already out and alhamdulillah.. can never ask for more =) so new sem is about to begin. the battle going to be tougher. prepare for the best everyone! we can do it!

huarghh... yawm. lets hit the sack now! nitey~

p/s: song box opening promotion at ecurve rm5 until 16 dec. murah giler. i'v been to! everyone?  =)

xoxo

gossip girl here.. your one and only source into the scandalous life of manhattan's elite.. wah saya ingat. ok looking forward to watch the next episode S04E10 title: gaslit. downloading. eyeah! ape jadi la kat si serena ni. jenny, juliet ngn vanessa the rempit girl that sooo annoying in taking down serena. alah, sekarang je boleh. soon gonna be revealed. generally, gossip girl babeh. tak habis dengan issue. grrr. ok dah siap download. mari tengok!

bibirku sexy part 2

tadi baru gi jumpa my plastic surgeon. menyesal ku suntik bibirku yg sememangnya dah comel.. kecewa..

motif buat superimpose jue? saje, try test tengok, will i look prettier with those pouty lip? of course no. i looked terrible, ugly and not genuine. mintak jauh la suatu hari nanti jue terjebak dgn semua ni. amin~

Bibirku Sexy

suka sangat bila google pasal plastic surgery and celebrity. macam this both combination tak dapat dipisahkan dengan dunia artis especially for ladies. kononnya perfectionist. plastik plastik eyekkk. sometimes one can be better with it but in a contrast, one can be a disaster. disaster ok. hodoh. nowadays dah xtau artis mana lagi yang betul2 natural beauty.

kali ni nak cakap pasal lip augmentation, satu kaedah suntikan utk mencantikkan bibir, biasanya akan nampak muncung atau terjuih sikit. sikit ok lagi. tapi kalau dah tsalah teknik, jadi la mcm ni..

the worst lip augmentation job

still tak faham kenapa orang nak ada bibir terjuih mcm angelina jolie ni. terlintas jgk, ke dia pon guna kaedah ni utk bibir gemok mcm tu. ye la since semua orang dah mula impikan bibir mcm tu. 

ashley simpson

liv tyler. admire her in 'lord of the ring' as arween uthoniel. cantik sgt. see. before pic was better right?

lindsay lohan. buruk giler

megan fox. minat sgt kat 'akaakk'. huahua.. hwtt. but plastic. urghh

nicole kidman. another plasic.

plastik jugaaakkkk. patot la hensem smpai i hampir gile kat u dlu. eh tak2. suka sikit je sbab u blakon drama boys over flower mmg jambu sgt. tapi plastik jgk rupanya..

and finally, queen of bad plastic surgery. rasanya semua benda dia dah tuka kot. jocelyn wildenstein, dulu boleh tahan la jgk rupanya. cantik la jgk. sweet je. skarang dah hancur dah muka dia, mcm monster. kesian.. 

-bersyukur lah dengan apa yg kita miliki-