major stress

the major stress has in. way to go jue. a burden of workloads. this monday will be our 2nd crit and i guess should be our toughest time before the time it happen. wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday. i'l feel like hell. god save me.. :(

jue into owl

after several times, jue rasa jue suka burung hantu a.k.a owl la. 

1. suka sangat denga lagu-lagu owl city. best sangatt =)

2. suka berjaga malam di kala detik2 submission, maknanya mcm burung hantu la

3. suka accessory owl jgk

4. nak giler2 tgk 'Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole'. semalam dah book tiket nk tgk, tp ade orang tu made silly thing. gah. xnk citer.

i think owl's so cool.

cantik kan owls =)

lagii, cuteee

yg ni comel giler. huahuaa. funnnaayhh

photo source: google

ps: makin bosan dengan rabbit. aaaa

pembunuh

dunia sekarang dah tak aman. bunuh sana bunuh sini. terbaru semestinya isu hangat yang menggemparkan satu malaysia, kes bunuh berprofil tinggi sosilawati. senangnya manusia bunuh sesama manusia kan? kejam pulak tu :(

tadi semasa memandu, terdetik di hati, alangkah malangnya orang yang terserempak dengan orang jahat. kita tau orang jahat ada di mana-mana je. dan dengan izin Tuhan, everything can happen. terasa begitu bersyukur kerana jue rasakan Dia selalu ada utk lindungi jue terutamanya jika jue memandu berseorangan. 

mcm yang kita byk dengar kat news, kes bunuh dan rogol perempuan banyak bermula dari jalan raya dan kenderaan itu sendiri. ingat lagi tak, kes nurul huda, canny ong dan noor suzaily mokhtar. Tuhan saja yg tau mcm mana mereka menderita sebelum menemui ajalnya :(

dunia sekarang, penuh dengan lelaki durjana, yg Tuhan ciptakan untuk lindungi kaum lemah, kaum wanita. tapi mereka  khianati amanah itu. entah syaitan apa lah yg ada dalam mereka. ya, lemah iman serta hilang pedoman, itulah kuncinya. takut.. kepada kaum-kaum sejenis ku, kaum perempuan, berhati-hatilah. sama-sama kita ingat mengingati.

good night~

always loving him no matter what

still remember the day he came all the way long from kota bharu to KL just in case to send me to LCCT for my departure to Tianjin, China. didn't even expect he's gonna be that worried. and eventually i was kinda happy =) over the time we've spend together before that, he kept reminding me do's and don't's. and that's so sweet. until the time i checked in. he send me until i cant be seen anymore :( he even lend me his cell phone to use so called garmin for map. if only i got lost in beijing. *haha so sweet. again. =)

that was the least sweetest thing about him! and i know more sweet things will happen in the future. hihik. as i was in the plane, i kept thinking of him, i mean, is he ok there.. coz he worried so much about me. then i opened his notebook, the movie he told me to watch. yes i did watch it. again, another sweet thing about it. 500 days of summer. that was so sweet about him. i just love him. enough said ♥

blog bersawang

lameeerrr gillllerrrr tak update blog. latest update dengan nuffnang. akhirnya tadi gi cheque deposit since 2 weeks period dapat the cheque. yay! =)

raya has ended, beijing pon dah ended. so what's next? studio la gilerr. mati la jue. hmmmm. saya nk share gambar je. ok bye.

AAD HERITAGE TRIP - BEIJING

13 - 19 SEPTEMBER 2010

aidilfitri yg berbeza

raya menjelma lagi, perantau terutamanya dari bandar-bandar yg sibuk mula pulang ke kampung halaman. suasana yg sungguh meriah tak tergambar oleh individu, cuma dapat digambarkan dengan hebahan dari kaca televisyen malah facebook. wow besarnya kuasa facebook ciptaan yahudi ni. huhu. camne ni? pada yang pulang dengan memandu, pandulah berhati-hati, setakat ni dah hampir 60 orang maut dalam kemalangan, pulang ke kampung =(

kat kelantan, macam biasa, jalan raya mula sesak, pasar raya memang nampak kepala orang je, stadium? oh hari ni mungkin dah ramai peniaga tutup kedai, dah untung banyak, bersiap nak raya la plak kan. makcik kayo!

so esok kita dah raya. aidilfitri kali memang banyak berbeza utk jue simpulkan. dalam hati sudah kosong. jue tak tau sejak bila, rasa itu dah lama hilang. mungkin jue dah besar dan matang. jue sudah redha dan terima apa sahaja yang pernah jue alami dalam persahabatan. malah jue semakin lebih berdikari dan lebih senang hidup sendiri. jue senang begini. betul, detik belajar adalah detik yg paling manis dlm hidup kita, tapi mungkin jue x cukup bernasib baik. mungkin juga kerana silap diri sendiri. ya, jue belajar utk jadi matang. yang paling penting, jue doakan apa sahaja yang terbaik utk mereka. terima kasih, dan maafkan semua kesalahan jue.

kali ni, jue hanya sempat beraya utk dua hari je kat rumah since beijing departure hari raya ke.4. raya ketiga jue dah kena balik KL and berkumpul kat uia, 13hb, 11.30 malam lagi. masih pening dengan baju yang nak dibawa. perlu baju ni atau perlu baju tu atau perlukan kedua-duanya. haih.. max luggage pergi hanya 8kg. sikit sangat.. yg paling penting, jue sempat juga attend majlis tunang angah kesayangan hari raya kedua nanti. tahniah ngah. way to go. akhirnya, bertunang jgk angah jue. awal tahun depan, insyaAllah, kahwin la kakak saya tu. alaaaaa... lepas tu, my turn? takot. sumpah takot. =( sedih. i can't even win her heart =( there's no such ways i guess. umi? umi okaaayyyy. green light

check list. beijing. serabut. masih x rasa excited utk ke beijing. i don't know why. tunggu la hari itu tiba. i must be the most problematic girl. LOL!

facebook dan tagged photo

*contoh* -ehsan dari pakcik gogel-

yg ni mmg saya paling x gemar. bila raya je, mula la nak tag orang. bagi jue, benda ni x practical pon, jue rasa ucapan sebegitu x brape nak ikhlas la. u better say it personally je. just imagine all the people u tagged tu not knowing each other pon, but they still have to notify with all the comment from unknown. come on la. tak suke. satu penyampaian ucapan yang x relevan. even if anda ikhlas skali pon, tolong la fikir, orang lain rasa anda ikhlas atau tak? renung2 kan. 

mood: rimas ngn notification yg takde kena mengena nih.

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balik kampung! yahoo! as told lia, KB dah mula sesak. aiyo.. meriahnya nk raya. i love kelantanese. merantau n when it comes raya season, mula la nk sesakkan bandar KB including me and almost all of my friends. and plus, KB baru nk ade fly over. hahahaha! bangga jap. giler, bandar lain dah lame wujud fly over, sume kete terbang kot. KB pasti jam! its a sure! nak gi beli ikan pari stadium!!!! akan ku cekalkan hati menyusuri lautan manusia di sana. bagus. pantas jue!

smalam dah habis shopping beg raya utk semua ladies ye. umi, along, angah n me. sume beg dipilih oleh jue and amir. lalala.. risau la kalau diorg x suke. nak pilih smlm berjam. smpai pening kakak kat robinson tu. tkpe, customer's always right =) sara pon dah dapat headband raya dari cik jue. wah tak saba nye nak balikkk =) kasut raya je x beli lagi ni. dah janji nk beli same2 dgn angah. hee.. she's always looking for me when it comes to shopping. i missed angah. huuu.. i missed all of them.

malam ni bas jue pukul 9.30. papa bear will fetch and send me there. ok, ade 5 beg nk bawak blk. 1 hand luggage, 2 plastik besar robinson ngn beg2 mak datin (jgn curi!), 1 lagi beg baju kotor, and 1 more beg skolah. cmne aku nk bawak ni. ok! ada beg ke 6, my handbag lah. mcm ada 10 tangan.

so, bye2 KL, see u this 12/09 =) sape nk amek saya kt subang airport?!!!

doakan jue selamat smpai klate..

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dua orang pengarang jantung hati saya.. =)

aryan and sara

can't wait to see both of u around 

it's hard to believe

senanganya bila buat keputusan kan? walaupun kita tak fikir the consequences, rational or not. don't. don't try me. for 3 years i work it with design, you still can't understand me. for me design is suck. why on earth should i proud with? why on earth because of design, i'm loosing you. is it my fault? and what do you expect from me? to come all the way to your place and hanging around together when i was in the middle of project progress. how come you don't understand me? or are you taking me for granted. don't. don't do that to me. think of myself as well. i had enough thinking of how to take care of you. but you never want to work on it. you keep saying that i seems like never care about you. how did you know? how did you scale? how did you measure? HOW? and you keep saying to me, 'you never know..'. bullshit. turn around you, and see what the world is going on around. you will never find someone like me. easy huh? to say those kind of word and keep repeating it all over again. thanks for everything...

nampak lembaga

dah jadi kebiasaan, seusai parking kereta, turun je kereta, jue mesti tgk bilik jue dari bawah. gelap ke cerah ke. lagi la hari ni, expect semua orang dah balik rumah. ok bilik jue gelap, lampu x terpasang. so dah conclude mmg takde orang dlm bilik.

kunci dibuka, pintu di tolak, lalu lampu di pasang. salam diberi lantas terus melulu masuk ke compartment jue. ye la, compartment je la, dah nama nya hostel kan. huhu.. dengan yakinnya bilik jue tiada penghuni ahli2 bilik. pintu jue biarkan terbuka, jue nak gi tutup la pintu tu balik. toleh2, nmpak lembaga warna putih. masyaallah, luruh jantung saya! rupanya roommate jue yg pelik sorang ni tgh solat. apakah solat dlm gelap gelita cik kak? nk khusyuk kot. tp khusyuk ke kalau solat dlm gelap? kata ustazah jue, x perlu solat dlm gelap utk dpt khusyuk. and mmg x digalakkan pon. wallahualam. lembaga oh lembaga. adoi.

membebel

lately jue prasan 1 thing, jue tido mati. sumpah x tipu. xtau la knape.. hm.. maybe sbab slalu tak cukup tido, end up tido smpai x sedar diri. tp even tido xde la lame mane pon. benci. yang penting, utk dua hari ni, jue tido hanya 5 jam. 5 jam dlm masa 2 hari? aiyo.. i should have more time to sleep. i wish. so today's gonna be our last day facing hard time, macam butang pause astro tu. pause je tau, bkn stop. mampos la. yg penting, balik kampung! huhu.. cant hardly wait.suppose hari ni nk gi inject ubat babi, ops, ubat utk cegah penyakit babi kat beijing tu la. tp seems like x sempat je. keje studio byk lg ni. should be tomorrow then. why kena inject awal? sbab katenya injection only will effect in two weeks, so kena la amek 2 minggu awal. ngaaa.. beijing. ni lagi 1 thing, tengah x sabar giler nk g beijing ni. trip ngn studiomate gtu. first and only trip la kot ngn diorg ni. kat beijing nnt, jue sebilik dgn zahidah. kitorang dah wat list utk ape yg perlu bawak n tak. kongsi kongsi, sbab max luggage utk pergi 5 kg sorang je. huaaaaa... luggage balik baru byk skit, 15 kg per person. x cukup weiiiiiii... betul2 x saba gi beijing. sumpah.

ok la dah malas bebel. nk sambung keje. daaaaaaa

hari ini

terasa bosan hadap autocad hari2 sampai rasa nak muntah. studio and furniture design, 2 subject in a short while buat jue nak muntah hijau. tolong tolong! (mcm la ada manusia xde kerja nk tolong aku). so lepas perasaan kat blog la plak, tadi dah lepas perasaan kat fb. tak cukup2 lagi ke jue.. nasib baik la keluar dari uia, buat kerja kat kfc wangsa maju with achmad khatib yg meroyan sepanjang masa. well said, kaed memang bangang tutup studio start midnight. giloo ape.. tak pernah dengar universiti yg kuliah architecture ditutup time midnight sbab time tu kitorang buat kerja segala. x masuk akal! =( so terpaksa la cari port lain utk bekerja berkumpulan. mcm skarang, kfc pon boleh la. sambil hadap cad sambil hirup air pepsi. bagus.

plan apa hari ni? ye, hantar assignment furniture design, dengan detail drawing and axono bagai. amboi kekwat nya. banyak nye kejeeee... blow up situ blow up sini. cross situ cross sini. cross way pon boleh. ok stay up sampai subuh. tak tido la jawab nye. pastu pepagi nanti nk kena pergi uitm shah alam, MSID competition, kena bawak tools macam color pencil, brush color, baju spare. buang masa nyaaaa! kerja studio banyak lagi rather than this competition.

tengah fikir bila nak cucuk vaksin ni. yea, preparation to beijing, prevention dari terkena penyakit babi kat sana. LOL! hari jumaat ni la kot. beijing ooo beijing. tak saba giler rasanya nk jejak kaki ke negeri china itu. terlalu banyak duit dan tenaga di letak di situ. mimpi hampir jadi kenyataan. senyum puas. ok i better finish my work. tertekan.

p/s: rindu nk denga lagu budak uitm yg manipulate lagu bad romance jd lirik diorg sendiri. aku tertekan lalala.. don't want bad design.. sape la yg simpan video tu kan. nak sgt. hm.

mood sekarang: meroyan.

to be continued..............