down down down to earth

seriously! i'm totally givin up doing the geometric pattern design which is so-called final project (project ker?hmm).. sad sad sad.. feeling down. sedih nye! 1 hari ngadap benda ni, hoping to be finished soon or even sooner. skarang dah 2 pagi (saksi kejadian: boleh refer ngn hannaneys. haha!). omg! this is the worst ever feeling. x pernah rase penat mcm ni. mate dah penat focus kt design tu, otak dah mcm xleh berfikir. feel horrible okay.. wonder la how org lain boleh buat benda ni. buntu. saje post psl ni utk release tensen. bia semua org tgk betapa jue bleh drop subject ni dgn nilai rm500. uia yg cekik darah! hm.. hampir merapu-rapu.

this is all that i can do. i need to do this with studio mate, no matter what. hajar.. azie, jannah, pijan.. :(

ok enough geometric pattern for a moment plzzz! now need to finish the presentation board of the third project, retreat house. smangat la jue. u love design a house rite? take this as an advantage to show ur ability. ah self compliment lg. hm.. showtime! showtime ke...? urghh!!

..............hm, i miss aryan fahim so damn much.............

current mood : tepu, innocent, homesick, pathetic, out of mind.

i love driving

yup2! kami gi beraya smpai ke shah alam! hee.. sronok betol ok drive. thanx to reddish. baru lepas servis minyak mmg jimat habis. bayangkan, dr gombak to shah alam pergi blk, RM10 only! wahwah.. sbab itu sy syg reddish sgt2 :)

hm.. plg xleh blah, jue drive without driving license! bkn stakat driving license, satu purse seketul tertinggal kt hostel. mmg gile la. alah, kalau kena tahan, bwat2 la amek purse, pastu wat2 terkejut, 'alamak cik, td sy tertinggal wallet kt umah kwn sy!'.. hm, pon bolleeehh..

so 30 minutes drive from shah alam sgt la lancar, with kak anis and ana. love u girls! cari umah lat pon senang giler2. lepas ni boleh la kami gi umah lat lg. citer bab gi open house lat ni, ktrg makan bagai! si ana ni la, adoiiii, ko mmg la na. perot mcm aku, main sumbat je. bagus jgk, x berbaloi kalau mkn ckit. hihihi.. pastu nk di buat nye cerita, lepas gi umah lat, ktrg otw blk uia, singgah plak kt dataran merdeka. ngn baju kurung segala, gi tangkap gambar. wahaha. best2!

ok la tamat psl cite trip to lat's open house. jue kt kfc NZ ni. berbroadband di sini ngn papa bear. papa bear yg tgh smangat ngn deckadance die tu. poyo je! hahahahaha! ok la nk g beli snack plat lagi 1 set! enjoy the pics :)

my face skin

my bad. my face skin getting dry especially at the t zone. lately i seems so lazy to take care of it. even to wash it with cleanser. lol. lazy jue! i just wash it with cold clear water. toner n moisturizers are none. wake up jue!

so happy now coz i just apply toner and lotion after wash it with my loyal cleanser since 3 years, bio-essence. the lotion and toner is from etude house. perfect and make my skin softer. so tomorrow i'm gonna apply the radiant youth essence. ah leceh nye. luckily i had no pimples! just a little freckles that my bf so into it. he said less people have it so keep it as ur so special. haha! just had in mind to remove it using laser tech. but still afraid of doing it if it may harm me. hm.. ok je la jue. freckles is ok. ah, is it a compliment?

tdo la mak cik! lots of jobs need to be resolved by tomorrow. papa bear, plz stop study now. let's tdo! till then.

entry nk maki org

kau faham x aku demam? kau igt aku saja2 je ke nak skip kerja group. eh come on la, ko x pernah jatuh demam ke? bagi aku, demam ni bkn kau dpt flu and batuk biase, bagi aku demam ni smpai xboleh bgn, kau paksa jln, tapi kau pening. satu bdn saket2. kau faham x? so senang nak bagi kau faham, demam ni makna nya demam teruk la. skarang kau faham x?

tension ok ada group member mcm ni. aku tanya kau elok2, kau nk buat muka mcm aku pencuri tenaga kau semata-mata kan. aku ada strength jgk. bila aku lemah, bila aku kuat. eh serious la aku xboleh terima org mcm kau ni. consider la weh. kau ckp berdegar-degar mcm kau dah siapkan kerja kau tu. tp aku tgk baru 4-5 biji gumpalan kertas kat atas frame 100x100 cm tu pon kau dah kecoh, kau dah ckp penat? baik kau tukar course la weh. skali lagi, kau dah boleh faham ke belom eh?

aku xleh nk carry on la benda2 remeh mcm ni. tapi aku sabar la. minggu ni je kalau nk cope ngn kau pon. mmg aku xsuke sgt ngn kau. dri dlu lagi mulut cam best. adoii.. sabar je la ngn org mcm kau ni. conclusion utk diri sndiri, 'sabar kay jue. ajaja fighting!'

pulih

hm.. feel like getting a new life. its been a while since i hadn't fall sick. real bad fever. now i feel alive!

stuff still unpacked! flight pukul 4.20 ptg ni. malas nk blk, tp byk benda tgh menunggu. studio work dah jd ape? huarghhh...

btw. yesterday, aryan had turn 1 years old. yay! happy birthday aryan! not a baby anymore. ah how i miss him. funky happy aryan. soon gonna meet him. amek cik jue kt airport k! jom tiup candle same2. *wink

credit to along. taken on his birthday. stolen picture from along's fb. aryan mengganas di changi airport. mentang2 baru dpt kaki. haha

crocs oh crocs

tahun lepas jue mengidam sgt nk beli crocs. mintak la along blanje. gi crocs midvalley, akhirnya tercapai cita2 nk pakai crocs, warna cotton candy, types Malindi, worth rm129. nk beli accessories crocs kt crocs mahal jgk, jln punye jln, jumpe la accessories crocs kt kedai looney tune. comel2 and variety plak tu. lame2 semua hilang. skarang crocs jue dah kosong blk. huhu

hm.. masa pun berlalu.. now semua org nak pakai kasut cocs. bkn dr jenama crocs je, asadi pon sbijik mcm crocs daa.. monobo lg. huhu.. now current news, crocs dr china dah berlambak dijual around Malaysia ni. murah plak tu. plg murah jue penah tgk, 2 psg crocs bleh dpr RM50! ade jgk rase bengang. beli mahal2, tp skarang bila pakai je org dah nmpak murah.

skarang jue dah jarang pakai crocs jue lg.. saket hati je bila nnt org tgk, aah spesen je. lol. lagipon crocs jue dah hitam (padahal boleh je basuh). kemalasan melanda jue utk basuh crocs jue lg! tunggu mood dtg. hoho. walau ape pon, jue ttp syg crocs jue, hadiah drpd along. thank u along! sbab ape tau, crocs mmg slesa n lasak. pakai la g mane, mesti sesuai. tp mmg xsesuai pakai nk g beraye ngn baju kebaya ok. baju kurung still boleh di terima la. ya ke? sbab jue slambe je pakai g klas ngn baju kurung.

walau ape pon psl crocs. crocs ttp di hati jue. hehe. nnt rase nk beli crocs dr China yg murah tu plak ;). especially crocs Lily. tp mcm xde je kt cni. even original dr kedai crocs pon xde..

crocs Malindi (mcm jue punye)

crocs Lily

teman xoxo

ah. hari ni nk ckp psl teman. ye, kwn, sahabat, friends. boleh ke jue ckp psl ni? and seriously i have no idea at all. though i'm not an expert to judge teman, even to talk about it. to tell that i have less teman. ye, teman ketawa mmg ramaaaaii. tp teman menangis, teman utk mengadu hanya seorang dua. tp jue dah ckp bersyukur dgn seorang dua itu.

mereka la tempat mengadu, tempat mengutuk, tempat nk luah rase x puas hati, tempat menangis!, tempat berkongsi kegembiraan yg terlalu, tempat bermanja, tempat marah. ya, hanya mereka.

sekarang era xoxo gossip girl. so begitu la perjalanan persahabatan jue dgn teman2 rapat. kalau diimbas blk, mmg lumrah persahabatan begini. and yg paling penting, dlm persahabatan mesti tiada sifat cemburu. ya, jue mmg tidak mudah melatah untuk cemburu, lebih2 lagi dgn sahabat sndiri! itu bukan diriku. tp jue pelik, ada sesetengah teman2 (bkn teman jue), konon nya tersangat la sayang sahabat nya, tp cemburu bagai. hairan. betol.

teman adalah untuk menyokong, to support her in any situation or difficulties. bukan untuk dicemburui. ah.. complicated nye dengan teman. sebab itu jue x gemar untuk bercakap tentang aspek bingung ini. sampai sekarang, jue hairan dgn mereka. kalau teman cantik, dia beli baju cantik, jue mmg suka sgt. tambah2 lagi jue mmg suka teman yg cantik. sebab tu jue susah nk punya ramai teman. ya, sebab teman2 jue semua cantik2, xkira luar dan dlm ;)

teman, ya, mcm gossip girl lg (huhu), kita boleh marah dia, kita boleh maki, boleh kutuk dia. kita bergaduh dgn dia... (itu la kisah perjalanan jue dgn teman baik) tp kita akan merindui dia. dah penat marah, maki, blk la teman dgn teman untuk bersama-sama lagi. huaahuaaa..

teman, sesungguhnya jue tersangat la sayangkan teman2 jue. kalau ada terasa hati ngn jue, harap jgn di simpan. hanya luahkan. jue sgt berbesar hati.. ya, kerana hanya kamu la teman2 yg jue ada. harta dunia jue yang tak tenilai harganya. ya, kamu tau dimana letaknya kamu di hati jue.. xoxo, jue.