deep inside me

as time passing by.. u just there.. u keep going.. leaving me in my own world..

as time passing by.. u never ask me how it feels.. maybe u never notice that..

as time passing by.. i'm going to sleep... but until tomorrow only.... (i know, stupid ending haha)

jiwang x? karat x? hahahaha. jue sleepy already.. can't bear it staying all night long. esk nk update about 2 things. i'm wishing my own self all the best yaa! harap dpt postkan 2 entry utk esok yeha!

   sweet bad dreams jue :)

banner and insomnia?

ok.. i have no idea. whether true or false. i'm having an insomnia, am i? yet, i don't believe this. or.....

i was so hardworking, working on my blog and blogshop here. just finish design my blogshop banner. hm.. still don't believe this.. i'm not having an insomnia. but i'm just a hardworking lady. full stop. *wink

how this banner look like? do drop me your comment..

down down down to earth

seriously! i'm totally givin up doing the geometric pattern design which is so-called final project (project ker?hmm).. sad sad sad.. feeling down. sedih nye! 1 hari ngadap benda ni, hoping to be finished soon or even sooner. skarang dah 2 pagi (saksi kejadian: boleh refer ngn hannaneys. haha!). omg! this is the worst ever feeling. x pernah rase penat mcm ni. mate dah penat focus kt design tu, otak dah mcm xleh berfikir. feel horrible okay.. wonder la how org lain boleh buat benda ni. buntu. saje post psl ni utk release tensen. bia semua org tgk betapa jue bleh drop subject ni dgn nilai rm500. uia yg cekik darah! hm.. hampir merapu-rapu.

this is all that i can do. i need to do this with studio mate, no matter what. hajar.. azie, jannah, pijan.. :(

ok enough geometric pattern for a moment plzzz! now need to finish the presentation board of the third project, retreat house. smangat la jue. u love design a house rite? take this as an advantage to show ur ability. ah self compliment lg. hm.. showtime! showtime ke...? urghh!!

..............hm, i miss aryan fahim so damn much.............

current mood : tepu, innocent, homesick, pathetic, out of mind.

aku sedih, kecewa, benci

jgn kau pandang rendah dia
kerana dia yg melahirkan kami ber-4
dia yg bersusah payah untuk kami
kau dah rampas hak dia
jgn kau tidak menghormatinya
jgn kau ingat kau cukup hebat
jgn kau bandingkan dia dgn kau
jgn kau buat dia mcm dia x wujud!!

sungguh..
aku terluka melihat dia begini..
aku benci kau..
sgt benci..

i'm pretending

yes i am.. i'm so torn.. i am nowhere. i think of it a lot. i can't concentrate. i'm too fragile.. i am so down.. but i'm pretending that i'm ok. but act i'm not.. i will prentend as long as i can..

**jue.. smilllee..

my negative sight

...demam...
...lonely...
...sunyi...
...rindu...
...missin'...
...sick...
...lonely...
...rindu...
...weak...