a letter for yanie

my dear yanie,

for the time being, even we're apart, i know ur always there for me, catching every single things happen around me, the sign that you care about me, you never wanna miss every single things i face. you never leave me walking alone, even from far. for me, that's the best thing i have about you. the true meaning of a friendship. you know where you are deep in my heart....

here, i have a confession. i owe you thousands of hugs, millions of words and billions of time, for all the love. and today, i made the biggest sin ever towards you. it's the 3rd day and i was about to notice your birthday just passing by.. i feel so guilty....

22nd of June : i was feeling so sick. fever, horrible cough, dizzy, body ache, went to work at celcom roadshow. did work all alone without other promoter, i was feeling so sick. the night, i went to clinic, and the result i received, low blood pressure plus virus infection. thanks doc. and i was totally forgot about you.. i'm a bad friend =(

23rd of June : still with the roadshow, i was accompanied with a fellow of mine, huda, and we're totally lost in helping the customer to fill in the registration form. so horribly sick while facing a mental disorder boss. and i was totally forgot about you.. i'm a bad friend =(

24th of June : it's the same thing. but we moved to other location. looking for the location and we got lost. everything turns to chaos. and again, the boss wasn't there to monitor us, doing things independently, feeling so stress. thinking of low payment they have offer us, not worth while thinking of the expensive parking fees. damn you. i was so so so so fucking bz. shiyyytttt. and i was totally forgot about you.. i'm a bad friend =(

today, 25th of June 2010, i'm here to present you the simplest 'happy birthday' wish you ever heard in your life. a letter for your birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANIE. your a big girl now. bo la duk takut spider nyo.. must be strong =) i still refuse to say the 'belated' birthday. will definitely not saying those word. for all the love i have, may you always be blessed. you know how much i love you. take a very good care of yourself ok.

love ♥ from malaysia to ireland , 

jue