syukur nothing happen

semalam, aktiviti sminggu skali, mcm biasa, jue ke pinggiran kota dgn bear, mengambil stock yg dah di order oleh customer. after all, smpai gombak pukul 3. and terus packing brg2 untuk di pos. mmg bear asyik kena marah je sebab packing x cantik. muahaha.. (ape motif jue gelak?).. dan berita happy mase tu, akhirnya smpai juga parcel dr shopping online (nama tpakse dirahsiakan). lame tunggu my red dress utk dinner nnt tu smpai.. dah 3 hari kakak ofis tu nmpak muka jue dtg tanye, 'kak, ade parcel utk sy x..', 'kak, xsmpai lg ke..?' akhirnya dpt jgk. yay love the dress so much!

blk je bilik, ape lg, terus melaram, posing2 maut. lepas tu kepenatan. tertido dgn dress itu. drama queen habiss.. lagi la i jd gile bile xde org kt blk kan. akak jgn marah ye, i semakkan blk u. sorry ye kak..

the main story is that i've done something stupid again, without my intention at all. mcm biase, jue sukeee sgt bile lepas bkk pintu bilik ngn kunci (maklum la x ckp tgn ngn barang2 lg), jue x amek blk the kunci. bia je die nonong kt ctu. lepas tu xtau bile mase jue dah tutup pintu tu mcm dah amek kunci tu blk. dan smpai ke pagi la kunci tu kt ctu.. hebat nye juhairah! cari nahas je. kalau la foreigner gile sex tu naik lg blok kitorang mlm tu, mmg mcm dpt green light je die masuk bilik jue free. oh sy sgt bersyukur. sesungguhnya Tuhan masih sayang and jaga jue.. i'm so thankful Lord.. please take care of me always.. amin~

to ina, i'm sorry, i'm so careless. jue lupe pesan ina. mesti ina bebel je lepas ni kan. huaaaa.. plz la suke sbab jue ok je ni :)

i hate this attitude

yup2. i love being myself. but lately i seems lost. i know nuff is good for looking at the outside world. nuff is best to seek for new friends. nuff is one of a source to make money (maybe), but if you only work hard on it. maybe for the time being, you have to, to expose the blog of ur own, until it become famous (unless ur an artist. haha). ok no joke, im serious. :p

it's been 4 days since i reach home. i'm tired of facing my laptop. but it's such a drug. i'm addicted on it. i did nothing at home other than 'on the net'. i hate this attitude.

though, i have so many things to do. i want to improve my skill in 3d max, sketch up pro, graphic design and all sort of that. i want to tidy home. i want to spend my time with umi.. i want to watch tv. i want to cook. hm.. everything stop because of this. now i'm in dilemma again. but this is me. everyone's know how i'm a freak of laptop. haha.. sick kan kan? ok that is me.

but until when......?

juhairah yg kecik

hum.. hari ni bosan. phone kena bar. as credit dah exceed limit rm300. lol.. nk call bear pon xleh. bear plak baru je abis kredit cz asyik call je. haish.. boring2! ym plak, die ntah ke mana jgk. men game fb pon dah mule rase penat. dah seharian.. nak jahit baju kurung, xsiap2 lg, malas plak.. ape nk jd juhairah ni.. boleh layan tgk cite hindustan plak tu cz boring yg amat. best jgk cite tu. wat saket kpale. complicated sgt, so ligat la jgk otak ni berfikir drpd duk membeku je seharian. haha..

xsaba plak nak blk kl, nk tgk baby girl kak ija yg slamat di lahirkan ber-scissor. nurul addiena, 3.66kg. hehe gomok. yg plg xsaba, nk jumpe my bear, anne n mr fordie. pastu nk berpoyapo. pastu nk jumpe si gomok aryan fahim lg dah pandai bebel2 dah bdk tu. haish.. ramai nye org2 tsayang d kl.

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huhu.. tibe2 teringat plak time kecik2. nakal. time umi nak pukul je, lari keliling meja, pastu umi suruh along tangkap. along pon tangkap la jue. kalau suruh angah, die xsampai hati. hahaha.. ish ish.. siap igt nk lari rumah lg, ckp umi x sayang la ape la kan.. hm.. tu la pemikiran kanak2 rupa nye. x matang lg.. n sampai skarang, even nk compare jue ngn adk laki jue yg bongsu sorg tu, jue la plg manje. ape jue nak almost dpt. mane yg umi n wan mampu bg, tu la yg jue dpt. hm.. besar nye pengorbanan umi n wan. byk la kalau nk cite zaman kanak2.. penah umi nyorok kt dapo dr jue, igt die hilang, jue nangis sekuat hati.. mmg mase tu rase hilang sgt2.. still dpt rase keadaan dan mase tu smpai skarang.

dr kecik lg ske nyanyi dlm toilet. smpai jiran sbelah pon tau. pastu dah masuk tadika, jue jd la solo nasyid, cz jue skolah tadika yg islamic sket, tadika milik tg anis, raja perempuan kelantan tu. huhu.. so jue bz ngn nasyid je mase tadika, wat performance dpn dato' nik aziz siap. haha.. pastu yg solo lelaki plak, kwn jue kenen2 kan. dlu comel bdk tu. xtau la cemane muke die skarang kan. haha.. dah la slalu lupe lyric. jue jgk yg kena nyanyi perlahan tepi die. lagu sepohon kayu plak tu. tambah lagi satu lagu arab. hm.. pelik eh.. kecik2 boleh hafal lagu arab? paham pon tidak. wahaha..

mane jue? cari la yg plg ganjil. hehe

n yg plg last nk cite, jue ni mmg kidal dr kecik. umi dah penat dah tuka tabiat tgn jue ni. nk mkn pon gune tgn kiri. sume nk tgn kiri. basuh pupu plak tgn kanan. cemane? lame2, dah masuk skolah rendah, jue tuka sndiri.. hehe.. tp yg menulis ngn tangan kiri tu still xnak tuka jgk. selesa kot begitu. akhir nya jd la jue seorg 'design' student. konon nye org ckp, tgn kidal ni kreatif. hm.. ye la tuuuu..

tgk la. kecik2 lg kidal ;p

now juhairah dah besar. ank kesayangan umi n wan... ;).. x lame lg dah nk masuk 22 tahun. dah 22 tahun umi n wan susah payah besar kan. satu hari jue nk balas jasa mereka... sikit mase lg..

hm.. back to reality.. hmm... nk layan ape plak ye.. hampir mati keboringan.. juhairah oh juhairah..

babbling part 2

i have a lot to tell.. yeah right. the boring part of me. but still, i need to babble like this, cz it's been a while i hadn't had any chance n so lazy to babble. so? ekk.. why plak part 2? haha saje! dun get me wrong.

ok.. first of all,, jue wanna wish someone who is a good friend of mine, a blessing happy birthday! Nur Arina Mohd Amin, just got to know her for almost 2 years, and getting close since 8 months ago. heee.. Rina, Happy Birthday!!! next month is my birthday plak, and i'm truthfully don't want to accept any birthday wishes! hahaha.. coz i'm getting old lah.. lol.. 22? wuaaa.................... so rina, may u have a prosperous year ahead, not to label the wealthy thingy anyway, but the prosperous of healthiness, happiness, luckiness, and all the 'good'-ness la. who knows, arina nnt jd monster cam aryan. rina, thank u for being a good friend of mine, it was one i couldn't treasure anymore :)

btw, talking bout birthday, my high school besfriend (and we still a bestfriend hee), yanie, had turn to 22 on the last Monday, which is 22th June. ek. cam ngam je tarikh tu ngn umur kmu la makcik! lol.. and i'm so happy cz finally can meet her yesterday. we did exchange a lot of story since our last meeting last year. hm.. actually, she studying in ireland doing medical course. takot aku die ni nk jd doctor. scary wehh! haha.. btw yanie, happy birthday to u! like always, i'm wishing u the same birthday thing like the past continuous 9 years. dah 9 kali buat kerja ni rupe nye. hehehe.. hope u read this. hope to hangout again with u this weekday, before i got back to KL, lalala, jd ke x our plan nk buat cupcake ni weh. plz plz plzzzz,,, teach me how..

finish of birthday2 thingy.. so nk story bout my routine at home since 10 days. hari tu blk cam lipas kudung. and i almost miss my flight. luckily flight delay 20 mnt.. well, air asia la kate kan.. huhu.. blk plak, during submission day of our project, mayagraphi team with other 9 teams working hard on this, competing among each other. sedih, xdpt stay ngn all my group members for even 1 day after the submission. whatever it is, my group members is the best n the coolest! hm.. back to my routine at home, just one thing that i know, i eat a lot! and sadly, the weight is static. 44kg still. damn! why is it so hard to gain weight. hm.. this time of holiday is quite heaven compare to before coz umi byk cuti and jue ddk rumah je ngn umi. ape lg, umi msk all the time. hm.. feels like having a fully household mother la plak. she was on leave for 4 days since tuesday lg coz nak main dgn aryan smate-mate. hish.. dasat tol.. and smlm pon cuti cz she had cough. sian umi..

as usual, my house organize an aerobic class in every friday, and it was under Kementerian Pembangunan Wanita, Keluarga dan Masyarakat. haha.. how come la benda2 camni jd kat rumah jue. bontot je. haha.. yg penting, best betol dpt aerobic. huhu.. dah lame x terkinja-kinja tergedik-gedik. yg xtahan nye, makcik2 sekampung pun dtg. poco2 pon ade td. bangge x bangge, i know the poco2. lalala.. miss the time when we were in BTN with my ICT friends, learn how to poco2. but few of them is not my friend anymore. n i don't regret it, but regret to know that such kind of person. hoping that i never know them. luckily, i cam simply forget the bad thing that happen in my life. that made me sure that i'l forget them soon. thanks to the love i had given. hm.. ape jue merepek ni..

tomorrow i need to continue my work, sewing my own baju kurung! hehe.. 2 pairs to go. btw, ni baju kurung yg nk pakai g kelas. haih, suke sgt pakai baju kurung cotton now, selesa. k la, jue is waiting for her bear to arrive home soon, td gadoh, sedih die g tgk transformers tp x gtau. smlm ckp nk tgk ngn jue.. tuptup hari ni dah kua nk g tgk cite tu.. mau x sedey. at least kalau bgtau awal2, i can consider it well.. but i'm ok now.. hm, syg pujuk nk tgk harry potter same2. oh it's a must. lol.. btw, i miss my anne a lot! mek, 8hb ni amek aku ye. kte ronggeng! lalala.. k la, the end of babbling part 2.