blame it on me

i admit it. things were never seems like before. before, we have lots of time being together and eventually there comes the borderline of it. i have family here and i admit i seems ignoring you, but that doesn't mean i have to lose you. it's just the fact that i want to have you by my side for good and bad. and all i'm asking here is your fully support and your trust. right there you stood still. but what i get is just a tease all the time, you'd always been against me while i admit all was from me, my fault. so, blame it on me. and i've almost forgot when was the last time i burst into tears, but tonight, i did. thanks. :'(