make me into 3

good morning! its 8:25 in the morning. and i'm still awake working on CAD drawing and right now, blogging. have a break for a while lah. eh jue still working on her work? nahhhh, work can never finish. i wish i'm a rich man wife, goyang kaki at home, doing shopping stuff a lot, travel all over the world, and having a perfect life with husband. ok that's every girls dream lah. i can never wish for that, i only pray that he can be the rich man i want. insyaAllah he will coz i believe in him.

i always stuck in the middle. i wanted to hang around with friends, have a date with boyfriend, spend my quality time with family, especially with aryan and sara. how can i afford to commit everything in a plenty of time. oh i wish i can replicate myself into 3 so that i can make everyone happy.

as a girlfriend of a person, you know, you have limits in everything. its not that i'm asking for freedom, but i know my limits in mingle with people. yeah, it's been 9 years and i know how to take care of myself to the limit that i create myself. but sometime, relationship might somehow affected with what we already rule. i mean the limits that we create. ah its complicated. i really wanted to satisfy everyone, but you can only have one juhairah, the girl who always taking care of others first rather than herself. i hope you can bear with it, but today we end up quarrelling again, and believe me, i felt so pissed off than you can ever imagine. a serious heartache. 

i wanted to hang around with friends. i really2 wanted to spend a lot of time with boyfriend and family. how i wish for that. its a life baby. now, please replicate me.

bibbidip bibbidip boo.. tada! oh gagal me'replicate. jadi la seorang jue. yada~