here i am

blogku bersawang lagi.. since balik kampung hari tu, malas betul nak blogging coz few things to do rather than doing this. last friday, i was working at the curve celebrating the first anniversary of everyone connects. i'm a part of the crew. suddenly there was an emergency call from umi that grandma was very sick and she cant hold any longer. her last breath was at the night too.. she passed away when i was just finish my work at 10pm.. since 2 more days to work, i chose to back off. we went back during the night too. since everyone was so tired, jue, along and bro in law, we keep on switch driver. lol. and there were my turn. i drove from bentong to gua musang. and that was my first time experience, with heavy rain and dark road. macam tak percaya. umi dengan wan terkejut ok........ sampai je rumah mmg terbungkam penat. 

after a short sleep, we went to pay our last visit to grandma.. she looked so tiny and thin :'( i really missed her.. selesai je mandikan and pakai kain kapan, all of us turn by turn saying our last goodbye to her. i kissed her forehead and cheeks. rest in peace grandma.. :'( alfatihah

selesai yg tu, baru la rasa macam tak sangka. hey i was at my hometown! finally... :) walaupun balik dua hari lepas raya haji, kira balik raya jgk la tu. hm.. best sgt dpt makan masakan umi, and kelantan food is the best and marvelous. and there it goes, balik time. rasa macam taknak balik je. but i have to, since ada toddler and baby, aryan and sara to take care of. macam2 jadi kat diorg ni on the way back to KL. aryan muntah, sara slide jatuh kusi. haha. tapi comel sebenarnya. i cant even imagine when the time i have my own babies, once God granted us to have one or even few of children. insyaAllah. :)

now here i am, in my room updating this kinda lame stuff into my blog. i hate blogging anyway. but i have to since i love reading all the post from me. yeah kinda lame as well. but thats the truth. i love it. 

current mood : frustration. 

ok nak tengok vampires suck. mari.